seeking after god

Freedom

2008-02-16T20:23:00.000-08:00

well i went to my grandparents (in the lord) house last night and God is soo present there and he uses people there to speak words of encourgement and uplift people there. So God really showed up there last night, so for the past couple of months i have been really struggling with the lies of satan tells us and how we listen to them and how also how Satan also uses people to uplift his lies .So like someone told me a couple of months ago that i wasn't cut out to be salvation army officer because i hadnt been working for couple of months because of that i chouldn't be officer in God's Army. So i was sooo hurt at the statement and it made me soooo angry that this person said this to me. So after that statement was made to me i begin believe that statement that because me not working that i was totally out of my league and that i wasn't cut out to to that kind of work for the lord. so the prince of lies begin his work to steal kill destory my life(john 10:10) so last night The Lord put amazing Word into my friends Heart that there was someone in the house who was had been listening to "mocking Spirit" So she went over to this Girl she she prayed for her. and so i spoke up and said that i have been struggling that very same thing. so i got some prayer from Grandma Moses that the lies of the Satan would go in the name of Jesus that i would no longer listen to that! So now im Free!!!!! So the lord says in John 10:10 that the thief(satan that no good lier!!) Comes to only steal kill and Destroy people . So when Satan tries to come at u tell him to go away and that he has nooooo place in your life.

come as you are

2008-02-08T20:49:00.000-08:00

well my friends i haven't written on my blog for awhile so i thought, that i would share something that was brought up in conversation last night in a cell group that im in on thursday night.
so me and my friens where talking about the salvation army uniform and how it should be wore and how we present ourselves when we were in in church and in the gerenal public. So about month i came to church wearing my uniform like i do most sundays but i recently gotten a hair cut and chouldn't wear my hair up in a pony tail or bun. So that is not a good thing to wear your hair down with your uniform but it chouldn't be helped so i went to church as jesus says in the word come as your are im sorry i don't know where that verse is but im really sleepie and don't feel like looking it up sorry folks anyways even though major murray my major man says that is is very important know where something is in the word to back something up u say. So anywho the lord is very mad it clear to me that sometimes the church think that they have to come perfect and proper to church and look their best it ok to look your best and dress nice but that's not what is all about folks is about coming together to worship the lord and to worship him

so what do u think about this?

my saturday night

2007-11-10T17:44:00.000-08:00

Psalm 5:11But let all who take refuge in you be glad; let them ever sing for joy. Spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may rejoice in you.

So saturday night me and my friend Lizz where driving to go sleep over and have a girls night out at a friend of ours. But it didn't work out that way, We were driving thought and interstion in philly Grant and blvd (voted one of the worsed intersations in the us) so we were driving and talking all of sudden some hits us. we are ok the 2 of us didn't get hurt praise God. So i've been thinking about all this and has been a wake up call for me that i've been taking my life for granted and that i haven't been living the way i'm susposed to be. I'm praising God for being there for me and my friend Lizz that he sent his angels there to protect us thanks god:)

my weekend

2007-08-06T19:28:00.001-07:00

im back!!!

2007-04-22T20:15:00.000-07:00

hey all if u have been wondering where is nancylee and why hasn't she posting anything on her blog? well one i just don't have anything to say right now. 2 i don't have internet right now which is crazy!! but im getting thought it. it will be ok i will just pack my bags up and leave (a line from my girl witney houston song) but i love u all and hopefully i will have sometime to say soon.

bored

2007-02-13T08:22:00.000-08:00

ok right now im working at my corps today. im really bored im the only one in here and soooooo bored there is no map,capt,mrs murray,or the major man im all by myself. its soooo boring..... i think i will play a card game or something to not be bored wooot!!!!!!!!! im on yahoo games!!!

i've tagged myself

2007-02-07T20:53:00.000-08:00

So i've been hearing about this whole tag thing? it's all about stateing 6 weird things about yourself. So i asked a friend tonight how come no one has tagged me? and she told me that since i don't have xanga i can't get tagged. So i have decied to tag myself!!! So there hahaha to all u dumb xanga users out there im being the weird one who is going where no one has gone before that right im taging myself!!! so for everyones enjoyment here are 7 weird things about nancylee

1. i wash my hair 2 times while im in the shower.

2.when i yawn i make a weird sound. for more information ask map

3. sometimes when i eat pasta i got really bad gas

4. i have a cat who claims to be satan

5. i have a glass of soda that have been sitting on my floor near my bed for 3 months

6. my room has been messes since i moved in to my apt and i have been living here for 1 and a half

7. i like to stick floor tiles to my face

alot of answers from god

2007-01-27T20:07:00.000-08:00

this week has been life changing for me in my walk with the lord. wedesday i was at my corps talking with some people about what god has been showing them and telling them in the past couple of months. it was wonderful for me to sit and listen to hear about what amazing mind blowing things at some points in the conversation i had to walk out because it was getting to much for me to hear not that it was me being rude or anything but it was making my head spin. and it takes alot for me to get to that point(map my friend don't laugh if u are reading this) anyway midpoint in the day my friend ask me question about ministry that a friend of mine asked me to join her in about couple of months ago and for the past 5 months i've been suggling asking god where do i fit in this whole thing? where do i connection in this whole puzzle? so i answered my friend and say basicly i haven't spoke to my friend about this in along time and i dunno what god has in store for me with this whole thing. So without asking god anyways or even saying anything to god, God ansswered me and say nancylee i want u to ministry healing in teen aglow. i was like what god?? and i was like omg god just connected the whole puzzle. So i was like woot in my head but not aloud:) and i was martha god just put the whole teen algow puzzle of where i fit. and she was like praise god!!! so this has been amazing week of just blessings from the lord praise is holy name!!

sunday

2007-01-22T12:58:00.000-08:00

yeterday i got up really late and so i went to pioneer corps (the other corps) for church and it was really nice there wasnt alot of people there because their were alot of people from there at ladore. so anyways major phil preached on the woman at the well and so message really changed my out look on the whole story and how it fits into my life at this present time. im not going to go into why it does because i don't feel like typing it lol. anyways i got to see my really good friend beth yeterday i havent see beth in about months so we spent the after noon talking and eatting and napping it was nice to spend time with my friend yeterday was a good day. so what about your day was it good?

dumb false gods

2007-01-11T20:24:00.000-08:00

so i was in my local chinese food store getting some waton soup which i love and i see this thing on the counter i've never seen this before in my life so i took a pic of it and i researched it to find out what kind of chinese god it was. so anyways it's the chinese money god susposely the chinese people believe if u give this god some money as offerning(the frog) and he will grant i luck for all your days. so i asked myself why do people in this world put their trust in stupit statues and etc to give them stuff. where in says in gods word that whatever u ask of me i will give it to you. i don't understand we have wonderful amazing god who has a wonderful plan for us and he says if u ask me i will give it to u.

2007-01-10T20:54:00.000-08:00

above are both pictures of my grandfather (aka poppy) and my aunt linda in the background. anyways my poppy is going to be 76 in 10 days and i really love this man. He has been thought hell and back lossing his leg at the age of 35 with and he raised 4 children and later to raise me and me 2 other cousin he and my grandma step in loving then didn't have to and grandparents both saved to take me and my cousin on vacation every summer. and later on losing my grandmother to cancer. i really admire my grandfather for what he did for me and my cousins even though my grandfather will never read this blog because he hates computers. i just wanted to say thanks poppy for all u did for us i love u

2007-01-10T10:58:00.000-08:00

these are pics from my childhood

2007-01-07T21:37:00.000-08:00

this above is my best friend in the world besides jesus Monica me and is chick have been though some crazy times. Fights on the el and subway in atlanta Ga Long story:) parents being sick walking to the hospital to go see them when we didn't have any car fare. I've been really thinking about my friendship with this girl and i really im happy that god sent me such a wonderful friend that puts up with my crap my rude matters my loud mouth my craziest and i along put up with her "outbursts" lol and another such things that i can't now go into because of serect packed we made anyways yeah my wonderful friend

3 days of being sick

2007-01-06T21:33:00.000-08:00

well for the past 3 days i've been really sick with this cold. It first started out with just a little stuffed nose and a little cough. but on friday i woke up and i chouldn't talk hardly breathe i was scared out my mind. so i took my temp and it was 102.1 my mom was like nancylee u are going to the hospital u are looking horrable. so i went back to bed and my mom called the doctor for me because i chouldn't do it and so he give me some "happy drugs" and right now im feeling a bit better and thank god i didn't have to go to the hospital.

i dont know what to call this blog

2007-01-02T10:57:00.000-08:00

Where can I go, where can I run from YouYou’re everywhereYou know all my thoughts, You see through my waysAnd still You come to meSo, I sing a love song to YouFrom Heaven above, on earth down beneathYour love rains down on meYou know all my thoughts, You see through my skinAnd still You come to meSo, I sing a love song to You (repeat)You walk on wavesYou run with cloudsYou paint the sky for me to seeYour majesty, Your majesty is why I singThis is a love song to You,This is a love song to YouYou walk on wavesYou run with cloudsYou paint the sky for me to seeYour majesty, Your majesty is why I singMy life’s a love song to YouYou know my life’s a love song to YouMy life’s a love song to YouMy life’s a love song

so i was last night around 3am or this morning i should say i chouldn't really sleep so i decied that i would come into my living room and go on the internet for awhile. So i opened up windows media player where i have my kickin christian worship tunes at. And so i started to play my portable mill stuff that i have on there (yeah over night crews favorite cd ever) anyways i started really listening to the words of the song and begin to really think about what the man was singing on cd. you walk on coulds and u run with waves and your paint the sky for me to see. So i was like hold up wait min. I really started to think about how amazing the colors in the sky are and the sky everything i chould think of that god made. i was wow!! god painted the sky for me to see he made all this amazing things for me to see. So right now im like a little kid in the candy store looking around at stuff. i know this may should really child like but i dont care. im really starting to look at stuff and life in how differnet way now.

the upper room

2006-12-30T17:44:00.000-08:00

so know i personal blog the other one was just for fun

well about couple months ago i spend everynight praying in this room which this prayer room is now called the upper room. Well alot of amazing wonderful crazy god things happened here healings angels comming to chill with us people getting filled with the holy spirit. so 2 weeks ago me and my friend gather for a night of prayer. i was sooo tired i chouldn't stay up the night. so after this night i ask a friend of mine(map) how did we do this for a week. like we were nutts. like im sooo glad that god had be their and my friends at the point in our crazy life that god would show up every night we sooo many things im sooo blessed to have the group of chicks that i prayed with for that whole week im glad that i have people in my life that god is present in their lives

my little men

2006-12-30T17:36:00.000-08:00

ok today i had dinner with my family. i always love to have dinner with them.
my family loves to tell stories about me and my other cousins. so my little nephews tyler and Nicholas they were sitting today at their own little kiddie table i love them me and my nephew tyler were play fight with him he loves to mess around and i was acting like godzilla it was very funny stuff anyways this boys bring joy to my heart everytime i see them they bring a smile to my face and i pray that they will know the love of their heavenly father

christmas

2006-12-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

well i thought i would write in my blog again since i haven't really posted anything in awhile. So it's christmas time right now it's the season to be jolly. but im not really jolly. right now im feeling like mr Grinch i dunno what is it my mom wanted to put some stuff around the apartment but i was like no christmas stuff this year i don't want it around at all. and usually i love christmas stuff around and lights and trees etc. but like im not feeling christmas this year at all. all me peeps are talking about christmas shopping and how they are going shopping and getting gifts for people and i nancylee huston havn't gotten any christmas gift for anyone. so i just wanted to share with u all that im not in the christmas spirit and im right now a mr grinch

what if god's people prayed

2006-12-05T18:48:00.000-08:00

what if god's people humbled themsleves and pray?
my corps (my chruch) has always with out a doubt is a praying corps. I've seen people in my corps humble themselves before god and pray. So we recving just put a prayer room in my corps(the most coolest thing ever) and so we just had a weekend of 48 straight hours of prayer. So martha (the officer manger/ bookeeper) asked me if i would do both over nights friday and saturday night. i was sure i have no life i will come and pray:) So the first night of pray was the most amazing night of pray that have ever expericings in my life at my corps. so friday night a group of us went around the building and prayed over the differnet rooms in the building. So we went to the differnet class rooms that the public school rents from the corps and prayed for the kids and the teachers in each class room. So after we finished pray for the differnet class rooms and we went to the officer and prayed for my corps officer and the staff that works in that part of the building. Wow the holy spirit fall in the place the lord give differnt words for people and etc and we the lord was finish there with us we looked up at the clock and it was 430am in the morning we were in that officer for over 1hour and half praise God!! So after praying in the officer i felt lead from the holy spirit to go into this stairway that is back left hand corner of my corps to pray for things that were don't there that were not of god. So we prayed that forgiveness of what was done in there that was not of god. and that god will break that in jesus name spirit of lust and etc. So my friend major susan was praying in the holy of holys and out of no where when we were praying for that place this candle that was on the alter where major sue was praying crack in half so we comes and said whatever was here is no longer he that god has wiped this place clean.!! Praise God!! God is really moving my corps and i just ask him to continue to pour out his spirit on us!!

Freedom!!!

2006-11-12T18:45:00.000-08:00

John 8:36 So if the Son sets you free, you are truly free.
and it russian for my friend Kt От Иоанна 8:36:36Итак, если Сын освободит вас, то истинно свободны будете.

ok this is a very personal blog for me to write. So im not very good with sharing my personal stuff that is going on with me. I was taught as a kid to keep quiet never speak about your personal business just keep it to yourself.

So for sometime now ever seens i chould remember i've been keeping a serect hidden from my friends and family. and know one knew anything what i was hiddening from them(i was really good at that) so anyways like i finally had enough with it hidding from my friends acting like i was amazing christian. Well the other day i was speaking to friend online. And i finally came out with it and at first i was really scared going nancylee did u just said what i think it just said, And like fear set it and i starting thinking nancylee your friend is going to turn her back on u and she is going to hate u and have nothing to do with u again. But to my surpisement i was soooo wrong, dead wrong! she was complety understanding and there for me. Like i was happy to have someone just be there for me and not judge me or hate me. so friend asked pastor friend of mine if we chould get together and pray about what was going on with me. and so we met to today and i was sooo scared to even meet and even open up. so it took me while to really open up and to share what was up. so after awhile i opened up and i just came out with it. so after so prayer, im set free!! jesus has set me friend i have been set free no more hidding it anymore because god has wash it with his blood!!!

wonderful God encounter

2006-11-01T08:12:00.000-08:00

"When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen. When you come looking for me, you'll find me. Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed." Jer. 29:12-14 OK, this is the story of my life these past couple of weeks. I've been trying forever to write this down and to share with you all but I'm still going, "Wow!!!" Anyway, me and my friends where doing 24/7 prayer at Pioneer Corps here in Philly. We would do the night shift (it was from 11pm to 5am). So, before this I was really hungry and thirsty for more of God in my life. I was begining to get sick of boring stuff (like going and falling a sleep every Sunday at my corps). I was getting tired of the dry stuff going on at my corps and in my life. So, in the beginning of the week I was reading in Jeremiah 29 12-14 in the Upper Room at Pioneer and i was "Wow!!!" So after I read that, I was like "God, I want more of you! I'm sooo hungry in my life - I need more of you and less of me. I'm looking for you in my life. So on Sunday me and my friends gathered again in the Upper Room for prayer and worship and to go about the normal time that we had been having there for the past 2 days. We decided to pray for one other, and when we started praying, God's presence was soooooo heavy in the room. God said to me, "Nancylee, pray for your friend." And I was like, "For what?" God said "That she will be filled with the Holy Spirit." And I was "God, are You sure, because my friend isn't all that confortable with all that." I was really afriad to ask her, but I did and she was like, "Bring it." I started asking God to come more into my friend so that she will be filled with the Holy Spirit and it happened! She was totally filled with the Holy Spirit and it was like "Wow!! Did God just do that?" The presence of God was sooooooooooo heavy in the room that we couldn't get up for about 2 hours - we were just on the ground laying there and crying. Finally, I look up in the corner of the room and I see an angel chillin' in the corner. For a second I was like, "Nancylee, you need sleep." I look again after rubbing my eyes 5 times - thinking I'm going nuts and im not going nuts - to see the angel chillin' over in the corner. I was like "What!?!?!" My friends were like, "Nancylee, what is going on?" And I answered that there was an angel chillin' in the corner. They were like "What?" and one of my friends was like, "Lord, give me eyes to see." So, after a while the Lord gave my friend eyes to see and she was like "What!?!?! Oh my word!!!" The rest of night the presence of God was soooo heavy in the room. That was one of the most wonderful God-encounters I have ever had.

my dream

2006-10-27T18:23:00.000-07:00

Joel 2:28-30 says
And afterward,I will pour out my Spirit on all people.Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams,your young men will see visions.
Even on my servants, both men and women, I will pour out my Spirit in those days.
I will show wonders in the heavens and on the earth.

So I had this dream 3 days ago
I was at my friends Judy and Helens house for worship and but it wasn't there house it was another house and so we were opening our time of fellowship and worship time with some prayer and as soon as we were finished 20 salvation army officers come in the door out of no where!! So everyone in the room was shocked to see Salvation army officers in Helen and judy's house. So someone ask I don't remember who said what are u doing here? And so they said that they were here to worship. So out of the 20 officers that where there I could only pick out 3 that I knew 3 where Major Susan Wittenberg, Major Andrew Murray , Major gotten, so they dream skip a free parts and all the officers line up the stairs and come down with army flag and where marching down the steps, and my corps officer started annoucing each and every person that was comming down the steps like sport annoucer. And so everydody was cheering and smilies where one everyones faces. and they i go to the kitchen and start talking with 2 woman officers and i don't know who they were and that is when the dream ended.

by his wounds we are healed!!!

2006-10-22T20:16:00.000-07:00

isaiah 53:5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed.

well this is my first blog posting:) i can't believe i went and got one of this things. but so many of my friends have got them now so i thought i would get one too:) so tonight i was at gen next and i was hanging out before we got started, and erin burgmayer calls me over to her and another girl who was sitting there named julia. she says nancy julia needs healing. I'm like ok what is going on? and juila say to me that there was something wrong with her foot that somethings in her foot were out of line in her foot, and also because of her foot being messed up her back was also hurting. so i was like ok lets ask god to reline things in your foot. And as we were praying i asked her what was going on in her foot was there a change chould she feel anything going on? (like heat) and she said no. and so she was asking me and erin what chould be in the way from getting her healing. and i ask her if anyone has spoken anything over her like(doctors or her parnets) that jesus wouldn't her! or if a doctor told her that she chouldn't get better. So begin to share with us that doctor told her that she would have to work it out to get better. so she reived that lie that the doctor told her that she chouldn't get better. so i ask her to ask god forgiveness and rebuke the lie that doctor spoke over her. and so she did that and we prayed for her again and god would removed the pain and reline the musles and tentes in her foot and i spoke those word i feel such a surge come down my arm and she felt it too on her foot. so ask her to start bending her foot. and she begin to do so and she was healed she has no more pain!! praise god!! and the same also happened in her back:) and so she during worship she was able to dance freely without any pain!!!