Freedom!!!

John 8:36 So if the Son sets you free, you are truly free.
and it russian for my friend Kt От Иоанна 8:36:36Итак, если Сын освободит вас, то истинно свободны будете.

ok this is a very personal blog for me to write. So im not very good with sharing my personal stuff that is going on with me. I was taught as a kid to keep quiet never speak about your personal business just keep it to yourself.

So for sometime now ever seens i chould remember i've been keeping a serect hidden from my friends and family. and know one knew anything what i was hiddening from them(i was really good at that) so anyways like i finally had enough with it hidding from my friends acting like i was amazing christian. Well the other day i was speaking to friend online. And i finally came out with it and at first i was really scared going nancylee did u just said what i think it just said, And like fear set it and i starting thinking nancylee your friend is going to turn her back on u and she is going to hate u and have nothing to do with u again. But to my surpisement i was soooo wrong, dead wrong! she was complety understanding and there for me. Like i was happy to have someone just be there for me and not judge me or hate me. so friend asked pastor friend of mine if we chould get together and pray about what was going on with me. and so we met to today and i was sooo scared to even meet and even open up. so it took me while to really open up and to share what was up. so after awhile i opened up and i just came out with it. so after so prayer, im set free!! jesus has set me friend i have been set free no more hidding it anymore because god has wash it with his blood!!!

wonderful God encounter

"When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen. When you come looking for me, you'll find me. Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else, I'll make sure you won't be disappointed." Jer. 29:12-14 OK, this is the story of my life these past couple of weeks. I've been trying forever to write this down and to share with you all but I'm still going, "Wow!!!" Anyway, me and my friends where doing 24/7 prayer at Pioneer Corps here in Philly. We would do the night shift (it was from 11pm to 5am). So, before this I was really hungry and thirsty for more of God in my life. I was begining to get sick of boring stuff (like going and falling a sleep every Sunday at my corps). I was getting tired of the dry stuff going on at my corps and in my life. So, in the beginning of the week I was reading in Jeremiah 29 12-14 in the Upper Room at Pioneer and i was "Wow!!!" So after I read that, I was like "God, I want more of you! I'm sooo hungry in my life - I need more of you and less of me. I'm looking for you in my life. So on Sunday me and my friends gathered again in the Upper Room for prayer and worship and to go about the normal time that we had been having there for the past 2 days. We decided to pray for one other, and when we started praying, God's presence was soooooo heavy in the room. God said to me, "Nancylee, pray for your friend." And I was like, "For what?" God said "That she will be filled with the Holy Spirit." And I was "God, are You sure, because my friend isn't all that confortable with all that." I was really afriad to ask her, but I did and she was like, "Bring it." I started asking God to come more into my friend so that she will be filled with the Holy Spirit and it happened! She was totally filled with the Holy Spirit and it was like "Wow!! Did God just do that?" The presence of God was sooooooooooo heavy in the room that we couldn't get up for about 2 hours - we were just on the ground laying there and crying. Finally, I look up in the corner of the room and I see an angel chillin' in the corner. For a second I was like, "Nancylee, you need sleep." I look again after rubbing my eyes 5 times - thinking I'm going nuts and im not going nuts - to see the angel chillin' over in the corner. I was like "What!?!?!" My friends were like, "Nancylee, what is going on?" And I answered that there was an angel chillin' in the corner. They were like "What?" and one of my friends was like, "Lord, give me eyes to see." So, after a while the Lord gave my friend eyes to see and she was like "What!?!?! Oh my word!!!" The rest of night the presence of God was soooo heavy in the room. That was one of the most wonderful God-encounters I have ever had.